Dedicated to the grieving families of Seth Poling and Sandra W. Marlowe. May peace be with you. Does anyone ever sit in the place the missing loved ones had at the table? No. It will never just be a chair again. I had a place, you had a place, but that chair that was your … Continue reading The Empty Chair
Category: Depression
My Battle Against Bitterness
My application for the ALS drug Relyvrio was shot down by insurance a few days ago. There is no appeal process because patients who are on ventilators are not included in clinical trials. That means insurance can say it doesn't benefit us. It was very hard to get that news. They say I'm in the … Continue reading My Battle Against Bitterness
On the Other Hand
2 It can be hard to "live my truth." Just because I have had a revelation or realization does not mean I can instantly incorporate it into my lifestyle. Especially because my hope just got a kick in the teeth. The latest bump in my pump did not work. This means more time on oral … Continue reading On the Other Hand
The Art of Car Crying
3 3 3 3 2 This one goes out to all the people who can't cry at home. Whether you are trying to be brave for a loved one or just don't have the space or privacy to cry at home, I hope this gives you some relief. Step 1: Park your car somewhere safe, … Continue reading The Art of Car Crying
Draw on the Magic of New Years to Improve Your Health (Even if You Have ALS)
2 3 I have never really been one to get excited about New Years. Early on, my mom instilled in me a lasting fear of the hordes of drunk drivers careening about all night. I am now 30 years old, and to this day, I have never been to a New Years Eve party I … Continue reading Draw on the Magic of New Years to Improve Your Health (Even if You Have ALS)
How I Live Now: Life With ALS 