"Every breath you take just proves how blessed you really are." - John Landry "This is Rachel Doboga's ventilator just after starting the nebulizer, and her oxygen is dropping to 95, now 93," Evan says, holding his phone up to film my ventilator readings. He stops filming and turns off the nebulizer. "My head is … Continue reading Every Breath You Take
Category: Breathing
I don’t want to marry Edgar Allan Poe!
By Rachel Doboga Photo by Tyler Quiring on Unsplash Alright, here's the scoop. In early March, we knew one bacteria had colonized my lungs, meaning it will never go away. We just have to manage it with hour-long nebulizer / breathing treatment sessions in the morning and evening, and I have to do regular tests. … Continue reading I don’t want to marry Edgar Allan Poe!
The Art of Car Crying
3 3 3 3 2 This one goes out to all the people who can't cry at home. Whether you are trying to be brave for a loved one or just don't have the space or privacy to cry at home, I hope this gives you some relief. Step 1: Park your car somewhere safe, … Continue reading The Art of Car Crying
A Wild and Lonely Belief
7 5 8 8 9Dedicated to Dr. Goslin for giving me permission to believe, and my husband Evan, who shields me from the worst of the winter winds. I am a voracious reader. I always have been, thanks to my parents and grandparents, who planted books around my house in places I could reach even … Continue reading A Wild and Lonely Belief
Three Dreams and A Dragon
When I was thirteen, I bought a small, blue, canvas-bound book whose title, scrawled in loopy silver script, read, "The Interpretation of Dreams." I purchased it because every morning, I awoke with vivid memories of three, sometimes four, dreams. About half of them were nightmares, but they didn't trouble me as much as what I … Continue reading Three Dreams and A Dragon
Cough Assist
Recently, I got my Cough Assist breathing machine. It will help prevent me from getting pneumonia and exercise my lungs to keep them strong (you know, since I'm not doing yoga and cross training so much lately). It pushes air into my lungs and sucks it out, forcing me to breathe deeply as though running … Continue reading Cough Assist
How I Live Now: Life With ALS 