"Nothing prepared me for the privilege of being yours." - Sleeping at Last, "Turning Page"2 What you have to understand about the way I love Evan is that I am desperate for him. I can't shut up about him, and I don't want to. People say that the sign of a strong relationship is that … Continue reading On My Husband’s 37th Birthday
Category: Care
Every Breath You Take
"Every breath you take just proves how blessed you really are." - John Landry "This is Rachel Doboga's ventilator just after starting the nebulizer, and her oxygen is dropping to 95, now 93," Evan says, holding his phone up to film my ventilator readings. He stops filming and turns off the nebulizer. "My head is … Continue reading Every Breath You Take
For the Love of Dog
2 I have become a tobii wizard. It's true. Once upon a time, it took me fifteen minutes to type one paragraph. Now, I glide across apps, carrying and adding to my content, dipping into shortcuts to rearrange my words into uniquely crafted messages that sound authentic to yours truly - all at a … Continue reading For the Love of Dog
Draw on the Magic of New Years to Improve Your Health (Even if You Have ALS)
2 3 I have never really been one to get excited about New Years. Early on, my mom instilled in me a lasting fear of the hordes of drunk drivers careening about all night. I am now 30 years old, and to this day, I have never been to a New Years Eve party I … Continue reading Draw on the Magic of New Years to Improve Your Health (Even if You Have ALS)
3 Things to Be Grateful for This Thanksgiving If You Have ALS
3 2 Those of us living with ALS or loving someone who has it are gratitude experts. Don't misunderstand me. We have our dark, bitter moments. As we catalogue our blessings - the precious time we have had on earth, our remaining abilities - we inevitably think about the other side of the coin. Yes, … Continue reading 3 Things to Be Grateful for This Thanksgiving If You Have ALS
Unabridged: “Is Your Doctor Hurting Your Mental Health? Why You Need an Emotionally Intelligent Doctor and How to Find One”
3 3 2 If you are anything like me, you do a little research before choosing a doctor. Patients can easily learn about the traditional aspects of their doctor's qualifications, such as the college they attended, years practicing, and awards earned, with a simple Internet search. However, it's quite a bit harder to get a … Continue reading Unabridged: “Is Your Doctor Hurting Your Mental Health? Why You Need an Emotionally Intelligent Doctor and How to Find One”
Dr. Jeff, the Jugular, and Me
To be read with "Is Your Doctor Hurting Your Mental Health? Why You Need an Emotionally Intelligent Doctor," originally published by ALS News Today, October 2, 2017 Whether or not your doctor practices emotional intelligence will make an enormous impact on the quality of your care and mental health. At best, a doctor lacking emotional … Continue reading Dr. Jeff, the Jugular, and Me
Save Medicaid from Being Slashed!
The health care bill draft currently being reviewed by the Senate slashes Medicaid to the bone. If the bill is passed, 14 million of the most expensive beneficiaries - particularly, the elderly and disabled, including those suffering from ALS - will be kicked off Medicaid! Use the following text to write to or call your … Continue reading Save Medicaid from Being Slashed!
A Wild and Lonely Belief
7 5 8 8 9Dedicated to Dr. Goslin for giving me permission to believe, and my husband Evan, who shields me from the worst of the winter winds. I am a voracious reader. I always have been, thanks to my parents and grandparents, who planted books around my house in places I could reach even … Continue reading A Wild and Lonely Belief
Rag Doll
At the recommendation of ALS Worldwide 129147 and with the approval of my beloved neurologist, I have begun an unconventional course of medications. I use the word "unconventional" because some of the medicine is either not typically used in cases of ALS or is being used outside of the FDA approved dosing. Additionally, none of … Continue reading Rag Doll
How I Live Now: Life With ALS 