I was diagnosed June 2015 at age 28, but I had actually already had ALS for a year by then. The diagnosis process took so long because my doctor at the time never even thought of ALS as a possibility since I was so young. The disease started in my left ankle, then worked up my leg before spreading to the right leg. I fell down constantly, and then the weakness went to my hands. Now I am losing my speech. However, I don’t believe that this is how my story ends. I am determined to do whatever it takes to survive to see a cure.
Before ALS, I was an English teacher. I absolutely loved my job, and I couldn’t imagine a better way to spend my days. When I became too unwell to work, the loss of my career was devastating. I still struggle with the way my body is no longer a part of my identity. I used to enjoy any activity that involved rhythm, particularly hip hop dance and zumba. I also loved going on adventures with my husband. We canoed, hiked, and hunted for fossils. Before losing my voice, I spoke English, French, and a decent amount of Russian. Now I occasionally read and listen to French and Russian radio and plays. I also watch foreign films and documentaries so that I don’t lose the languages completely.
I have filled the gaps these losses made in my life by throwing myself into the fight against ALS. I advocate and raise awareness through my writing, and I am always looking for new ways to spread the word. Currently, I write for The Huffington Post chronicling life with ALS, I am a columnist for ALS News Today and ALS Worldwide, and I run my own blog. To learn more about my philosophy on living with a terminal disease, click here.
My blog’s name is in tribute to Meg Rosoff’s novel, How I Live Now, the ultimate tale of resilience and determination. Just as the main character Daisy learns the true nature of loss (“If you haven’t been in a war and are wondering how long it takes to get used to losing everything you think you need or love, I can tell you the answer is no time at all”), but never gives up, claiming, “Fighting back is what I’ve discovered I do best.” This blog chroniclse my battle and serves as a way to connect with other ALS warriors. In addition, this site allows me to make readers aware of ways to influence proposed and current legislation that effects the ALS community.
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